and for the record, i cleaned the study room.
well actually only the third which belongs to me.
coz the room is shared with the 2 other sisters.


and like finally i was able to throw some of the treasures which i had kept
for so long, for memories' sake.
i guess it was a sign.


it was prolly a sign to let everything go and move on with life.
i shall and have stopped questioning myself on lost friendships, the why-s, what-s and if-s.


before this, it used to bother me so much on how
the hell can two very, very very close friends ever fall apart,
and i guess its not only me who feels this way,
up till now, questions about how the
friendship became awkward and why ,are being brought up.
sorry to say, i still dont know.


well, it still serves as a good memory for me.
i mean, whatever has happened, is all in the past.
and i have accepted the fact that it is better this way.
but if one day things were to turn uphill , like who ever knows,
i'll welcome it.


as for right now.
im very happy with things the way they are.



and most importantly,no regrets about the past.



things to buy/do during e-learning week
-print photos
-purchase photo album and photo frames
-nicely decorate the album.
-get a new jewellery box.
-and get the pliers for the earings.arghhh. ive been wanting to
do this for so long.
-jalan raye with friends.
-and...study..and finish the elearning stuffs.